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A new start?

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I admit I'm a bit lazy and don't want to start a new profile or anything. So, I thought I'd start back up here. I'm going to be posting artwork here and at 

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This my facebook page. I've posted a few things here or there, but I'm getting back in the swing of things now that work and school have cooled down some. 


For those that want to hear about how my life has been going lately, pretty awesome actually! I've refocused my life and have started doing even more things. I had originally thought I'd share it with some friends but they didn't really want to be a part of that and got way too wrapped up in drama for my tastes. I'm honestly glad it's all over. It was an end to a shitty friendship that I can now see was a total waste of my time, effort and energy. Looking back, I can now see how horrible they were. So, here's to new friendships that last and aren't rotten to the core! I've made new friends as I go out and enjoy life. Been going to the movies with my son, plus! I'm going out on a lake with family and friends. We're going boating, jetskying, camping, and fishing. So, much fun. It makes me so excited. After the start to the year, I was uncertain, but I can see how much better it is without that person in my life. I honestly didn't need that much negativity. I don't know how they live with themselves. But that's all gone now, thankfully.

Oh! I started a writing blog a LONG time ago. Some of it's dark, some of it's not, but it's what I write. writingsbyme.com/ That's me! I used to think I needed my friend's help to brainstorm, but I realize I really don't need any of it. I was always the brains of the operation. lol Most of everything was my ideas and imagination. Now, I'm rolling all of that good stuff into my site. You can check out my shorts, and soon to be series of chapters that I'll be posting up. If you like it, feel free to like or follow. If you'd like a fanfiction of anything, I'll do my best to mash up whatever it is and type it up. I used to do it for people but stopped, and now started up again. Life happens you know? 

In any case, life has been real good. My work is really paying off. Life is really starting to take off. More and more people are interested in my art and writings. I've got commissions coming in at a steady pace, and my day job is taking care of everything else. Life is really good. I've started my vacation fund to go even more places. There have been a few campers I've got my eye on. With my new SUV, yes you heard it right, I can tow a camper to go out and have some fun with the people that love to be with me. To think, years ago, I didn't want life at all. I wanted it all to end. Didn't think life was worth it at all. I am so grateful to be alive now. With things turning up faster and faster, I can't help but feel excited for things to come. 

Welp, that's about what's been going on. Lots of fun things. A few not so fun things. But all is life and all is good. 
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The End

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So, no one has really been talking to me and I don't really see any point to staying in the chatroom in the hopes that maybe someone would. Or staying in to help people that never come in. I'm just shutting things down. I won't be on DA any more. There is no point. So, if you want to get a hold of me, I'm sorry. My friends have my skype. People can get a hold of me that way. I'm way busy with school, and work, and doing school with my son that I just don't see any point wasting my time here.
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Strange thing happened. I ran out of medication and oddly enough, I've been feeling better. It's been almost a week and I still haven't crashed. I'm experimenting to see where this will go. But. For the first time in a very long time, I'm feeling....creative again. I feel inspired to do things again. Most of all, I want to draw. I don't know what I'll draw but this is a great step for me in going the right way. I'll be telling my doctor about this, so we can see what's going on. Maybe I never needed medication. Maybe I did. Maybe I'm all better now. Who knows, but I like where this is going. I feel so much better and happier now. I'm laughing more and just smiling for no reason at all. I am comforting those around me instead of asking for comfort. I'm giving back and I don't feel such a strong need to change things in a desperate attempt at making my life better, more manageable, easier. Now, I feel like I can just sit back and watch the clouds roll by and its all okay. I still get my moments where depression tries to over steal things, but I can push it away easier now. It's like the clouds are finally breaking and I can feel the sun on my face. I don't know. I like describing things with imagery. I just really, really hope I can make this last. I hope it doesn't go away and I'll be fighting to keep it so that I can live a happier life. A more meaningful life where I'm not just distracting myself from the hell I lead. It's not hell any more. I don't know why. I just know I'm very grateful it's happened. Though, I'm still spacey as hell, lol. I ...want to draw now. Figure something out and see where it goes.

Kudos and credits to Sliding-Panda for the inspiration and some coding help. Background belongs to SSDema
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Dog eats cords

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So, for now, I can't draw anything.  My DOG ...ATE... My cords to my tablet. SO, I won't be drawing anything for a while. 

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Stole this from :icononmykneesforyou:


() Smoked A Cigarette 

() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex 
(x) Been In Love 
(x) Dumped someone 
() Been In A Fist Fight 
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die 
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends 
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers 
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Gone mudding
() Killed a Snake 
() Stolen something 
(x) Been cheated on 
(x) Been Misunderstood
() Been Suspended From School 
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident 
(x) Hated The Way You Look 
(x) Witnessed A Crime 
() Pole Danced
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube 
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes 
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs 
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail 
(x) Played Chicken 
(/)Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger 
() Broken A Bone
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one 
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Mooned/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test 
() Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
() Black-Mailed Someone 
(x) Been Black Mailed 
(x) Been Used 
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs 
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone 
(x) Licked Someone
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas
(x) Stabbed someone
() Done any drugs
(x) Made someone bleed 
() Had sex in public
() Robbed someone
(x) Kissed someone 
(x) Attempted suicide

If you have 00-9 ... write [I'm a goody-goody] 
If you have 10-20 ... write [I'm below average]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be dead]

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